Nah it was really the first paper for the year but for this semester instead.
I screwed it.
Nah it was really the first paper for the year but for this semester instead.
I screwed it.
Over the past few days even though I brought my study materials along, I didn't follow up very closely with my study schedule and my mind keeps getting distracted.
The feeling of just don't feel like studying. and this exaccebates when I met some questions or concepts that I do not understand. And I have no clue of who to ask. Then I will want to switch to another task which I don't really wanna touch on (as in even though I can do some parts but I do not have the time to complete everything)....
Holidays ended and tomorrow will be the last weekday for Week 2 ever since new semester has started.
I don't know why I'm still stuck in that 'vicious cycle' of misery and being so pessimistic about everything. Literally everything and not just referring to a particular matter. Last week of school was still alright as all the lectures began with introduction, just like a roller coaster ride that prepares you from the ground to the peak where hell lots of exciting and adrenaline rush moments are waiting to come. I just remembered that I came back to hostel on a Sunday late afternoon and whoosh! it goes, the date on my computer screen has differed from Sunday for four days. Time really flies, no joke.